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Void To Self​-​Worth

by Crescendo Angst Cinevision

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Liar's Comfort Worse Than Hurt 04:24
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I Won't L-Word Again [Unconscious Wraith] 05:55
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Those Who Don't / Won't Make It 03:18
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Void To Self-Worth 07:13
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A hand reaches from above me I can’t swim literally, metaphorically I’m not a dumbass zac, I know that doesn’t get you laid Anyway with the wordplay I wanna take the hand your music swims around I’d rather not drown yet all I do is pull you down So you’d be right to turn around When your hand’s gone, for you I’m relieved Then when I sink again like a fucking loser I scream Selfishly judging all I want is that you hear me Do you even hear me, this is as brave as I’m gonna be Trying to call out my life catastrophe Imposing everything I got left on your empathy I won’t hope again If this is how it’ll always end It’ll always be me Who’s the one in need I wanna know though at least what I hold Isn’t the make of one more clichéd asshole That this loss Gets to be When your hand’s gone, for you I’m relieved Then when I sink again like a fucking loser I scream Selfishly judging all I want is that you hear me When your hand’s gone, for you I’m relieved I sink again and like a clichéd asshole I scream When your hand’s gone, for you I’m relieved And only the lake will hear me I don’t wanna love again I’m fine being of no bio-consequence Another spec of grain inside a storm of sand I don’t wanna love again I’d rather die a shitty death just like uncle ben If I’m doomed to die alone to that I’m open I won’t bail on this vessel This lonely wraith I’ll DEFEEEEEEEEEEEEEND

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I want the world I live in to be one where it’s genuinely Okay to be in whatever place you're at. Whether I’m sympathetically uplifted or openly peeling from my own magmadness. Again, forget my own perspective through exorcising this. If you would—whatever pain you have to go through, project it with Crescendo Angst Cinevision.

I don’t plan to nor want to ever feel this again. Not cause I won’t move on but exactly Cause I move on—with the void. To me just waiting to replace the void with another placeholder isn’t moving on. That justification just to indulge our human programming is so disgusting and archaically obvious I’d rather die useless.

I’ll also never wait because I have waaayy too much self-worth to compete with blazé-bearded posh turtleneck-when-it’s-less-warm never-look-at-the-camera weasels because there is nothing to feel the need to compete with because re: self-worth.

Whether you have to wonder if you’ll step on a mine on the way out the door or you’re a hermit in the mountains... this one's to You.

This is for those who don’t / won’t make it.

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Climax to this recordbook of adrenalized aloneness badass martyrdom

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released July 17, 2020

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Crescendo Angst Cinevision Montreal, Québec

Depressive-a$$ metal-hop for legit outsiders

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